Here I am alone in United Kingdom. I am in my deep thoughts again... Thinking and thinking... Is this the life i really want? Is this the place i ever want to be in? They say I am lucky to be here. They say alot of people wants to be in my shoes. They say I am getting richer and richer everyday coz Im earning in ££pounds££. but can i say I am happy? I really don't know. I guess I am not. I am lonely. I am depressed. I am empty. I may look happy on the outside but I am crying inside. Something is just missing in my life. I may be earning big bucks and can buy the things I want but I am lonely. I have no one. I am all alone. It's just me myself and I. I never wanted this. This was not my dream. All i wanted was to be a homemaker, a mother and a wife, that was my dream. I thought all of it will happen after college.. but everything went wrong. I lost that dream. I lost him. God! I lost him....I lost him for good.I lost my world. My world was him. My world fell apart. My whole being shattered. I am nothing but a broken person. When will i ever find that same happiness again? I am tired of hoping, wishing, longing for someone to love me. I am hungry for someones love. I have so much love to give. Alot of people have big dreams. I just had a simple dream but I guess dreams don't come true. I don't want to dream anymore. I am tired, I am worn out.
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