17 going on 30

Few more months, I will turn 30. Twelve or so years ago, I was 17 and wanted to be 30. 17 going on 30 is what i was wishing for. I wanted to grow old fast, be an adult and call myself a "yuppie". but 9 months to go my teenage wish will be granted. am i looking forward to it? No. I want the days, hours, minutes and seconds to stop. I want the time to just stop. I seriously want it to stop. As I am approaching it, I am wishing to be 17 again and make life easier. Life seems to be so easy when you're young and as we grow older things become pretty complicated. Yes alot of complications i have in my life and I make that complications more complicated. Do i make sense here? I guess not? Im just bored at 29 and don't know what else to write. Im 29 going on 30 in a few months. scary. I will be in the 30's soon. About 300 more sleeps... tick tock tick tock... I have set an alarm on December 15, 2009, I will definitely press the snooze button and go back to sleep. Who wants to celebrate? dont wanna definitely.