alone and drunk.

Alone and drunk. Bloody hell! I am drunk! Listening to songs on my Ipod and getting high from the House music I am listening to. I dont need any disco pill, I am high and drunk. Fuckin hell. Pathetic isnt it? drinking alone and getting drunk. I am a miserable bored bitch who doesnt know what life will bring her. Im gonna stop caring. I cannot be bothered. i dont give a shit. i dont give a fuck. whatever life brings me. whatever fate leads me. whatever! I am drunk and i dont care. and im not making sense now. so ill stop this blog and finish my drinking. fuckin hell. Cheers!

Lucky

She is one such lucky girl.I don't have a clue who she is, how she looks. I dont know if she is pretty or not but all i know is that she is very lucky. She ended up with a man that will take care and protect her. I wish I am in her shoes. I know there are lots of fish in the sea and that lucky girl got the best catch there is. . Lucky her. and unlucky me...I set that man free. Why did i ever let him go and gave him away. Here I am now.. miserable, forever depressed and unhappy. Loneliness is tearing my soul.. my heart apart. I am living with the memories i have kept in my heart. why did i ever let him go? Why... I am stupid.

Someday....

Few years back, I thought i found the one. Gave him everything, but i lost him.
will i ever find the one someday? will i ever fall in love again? Someday? One day? I am tired of hoping, crying, wishing. will i find someone? someday? is there someone out there for me? someday? will someone love me the way he did? Someday?